Now she has died and had a beautiful death (seems weird to say) she was filled with peace, love and God her last days and almost glowed like she was when she was pregnant with our sons. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FIND A PERSON THAT I COULD LOVE LIKE I NEVER FELT BEFORE. I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM BEFORE WE EVEN KISSED OR HELD HANDS. WELL IM HAPPY TO SAY IT; S BEEN ALMOST 7YEARS AND WERE STILL TOGATHER.Flash forward a month or so and now I've met this wonderful women, never intended for this to happen and I feel happier than I have been in quite some time, having these open, honest conversations, but my fear is that I haven't grieved enough. I buried this idea along with the letter knowing I would re-enter the dating scene in my own time. I was by myself at the grocery store and I looked up to find a man watching me with an interested look in his eye. I called him and asked him what he thought about me dating. I’m so happy you are considering it.” Her response wasn’t what I expected, but from both her and my father-in-law’s answers I felt better about moving forward.
A few weeks after his death, I received a letter from my insurance company.
Or of being rushed into something we’re not ready for?
Is just the thought of having to start over, to put ourselves out there just too overwhelming or too exhausting?
I also have not discussed this with my sons, youngest is 18, not sure how they would react and don't want to add another potential issue to their grieving process. I crave the affection of a mans arms around me and simple conversation between a man and woman.
I've been spending quite a bit of time with my new girlfriend and so look forward to our conversations but worry that perhaps there will be long term ramifications To my actions and feel embarrassed that I have found such a wonderful person so soon after my wife's death. I Have Lost 2 husband's one of Cancer 15 yr"s ago & My Second Husband Nov.6 2010, Iam 56 now & Iam Very Very Lonley, But I dont know what to do or how to begin again! I've had the chance to go on a date today but caved to fear and nerves so I canceled the date.